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Here goes...this is super long. this better be good.

*-Introduction-*
What is your name?: goh
Have you named after anyone?: Hah, Yes.
What's your screen name?: e***
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Eugene
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: my parents gave me my name. enough said.
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do w/ your name constantly?: all the time--tired of explaining. Why can't I just be called michelle, not that I like the name.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no

*-Basics-*
Your gender: f
Straight/Gay/Bi: crooked
Birth Date: 1 mar
Your age: forever 18
Age you act: 24
Age you wish you were: 3
Your height: 162
Eye color: blk
Happy with it?: shall suffice
Hair color: black and a bit of brown
Happy with it?: can lah
Lefty/Righty/Ambidextrous: R
Your living arrangement: you mean there's an arrangement?
Your family: noble
Have any pets?: not mine
Whats your job?: study
Any Piercings?: ears
Obsessions?: washing/cleanliness
Addictions?: Pink
you speak another language?: alien language
Have a favorite quote?: a**hole...wait...that's not a quote
Do you have a webpage?: blog

*-Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it-*
Do you live in the moment?: frankly, no
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not at all
Do you have any secrets?: lots
Do you hate yourself?: yes
Do you like your handwriting?: if i make an effort
Do you have any bad habits?: hellish moodswings, pissing pple off and getting pissed
What is the compliment you get from most people?: skinny? Which is absolutely not the case
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: reflections
What's your biggest fear?: my sis says i have commit-to-phobia/people
Can you sing?: no
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yes
Are you a loner?: yes
What are your Number 1 priorities in life?: family. studies. god?
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: depends on my mood
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes when the urge arouses
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i am capable of destroying myself. very tempremental, emotional
Are you passive or aggressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: perfectionist. works both ways
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: patience
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: loving myself enough
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes, although i cld have cherished certain things before i lost them
what is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't know what you've got until it's gone
What do you like the most about your body?: my fingers
And least?: almost everything
Do you think you are good looking?: can be better. i am greedy.
Are you confident?: not in my wildest dreams
What is the fictional character you are most like?: some crabby old hag
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes

*-Do You...-*
Smoke?: never
Do drugs?: nah. ecstasy sounds like fun
Read the newspaper?: yes
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: may i shld
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no. piss off
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no. that's only for kids
Take walks in the rain?: mum forbids
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: yes

*-Would or Have You Ever?-*
Liked your voice?: can be sweeter
Hurt yourself?: when i am angry
Been out of the country?: you mean you haven't?
Eaten something that made other people sick?: only myself
Been in love?: yes
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: bathtub
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: a really hard slap on the back
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: choir
Slept outdoors?: OBS
Thought about suicide?: ALL THE TIME
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: 1 or 2 days
Gone one day without food?: no
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: i don't sleep on such occasions
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: piss off
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: what do you mean "thought"?!
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: who hasn't?
Had a dream that came true?: yes. was a sweet one...
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: local tv artistes are not famous enough
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
On purpose?: ants
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no way
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: very often
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes. nightmares

*-Beliefs-*
Believe in life on other planets?: don't know
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: so-so
Magic?: no
God?: yes
Satan?: everywhere
Santa?: naive. pple posing
Ghosts?: if you believe, there is. if you don't there isn't
Luck?: yes. what's success without a streak of luck
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: nv thought of that
Witches?: satan
Easter bunny?: make-believe
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no. i'm pessimistic
Do you wish on stars?: yes

*-Deep Theological Questions-*
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: yes
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven and hell

*-Friends-*
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: my mum
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: mum
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: too many. my mum gives some of the best advice
Your favorite inside joke?: life is a joke
Thing you're picked on most about?: emotional
Who's your longest known friend?: shu
Newest?: sheryl
Shyest?: HL
Funniest?: FK
Sweetest?: shu/bro dan/bro zq
Closest?: all abt the same. no closest
Weirdest?: some a**hole who happens to be my sis's friend
Smartest?: a few
Ditziest?: myself
Friends you miss being close to the most?: cynthia and bro zq
Last person you talked to online?: haven't been online for a while
Who do you talk to most online?: no one in particular
Who are you on the phone with most?: don't like to talk on the phone unless i need to ask sth. am antisocial
Who do you trust most?: nobody. if not, mum
Who listens to your problems?: mum, sis, han...pple
Who do you fight most with?: sister
Who's the nicest?: showing favourtism isn't nice...there are a few nice pple in MBC...
Who's the most outgoing?: bros, dan and zq
Who's the best singer?: choir had lotsa great singers
Who's on your shit-list?: some sh*t
have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
Who's your second family?: my friends
Do you always feel understood?: no. and I can't be bothered to explain myself.
Who's the loudest friend?: ching
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: can't rem...vaguely remember it to be Han's IH hostel (last year)
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: no comments
Do your friends know you?: partially. well enough to know that i like pink
Friend that lives farthest away: bro zq in NZ...yy, ks and I don't know where is cynthia...America also maybe

*-Love and all that-*
Do you consider love a mistake?: A big mistake
What do you find romantic?: saying I LOVE YOU (and MEANING it), red roses, fine wines, beaches
Turn-on?: patience, manners, sweet-tempered
Turn-off?: pple who don't know when to stop talking
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: don't scare me
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: former
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: maybe
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: to me, he's always the most handsome person...maybe that's why they say love is blind
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no?
What is best about the opposite sex?: Tall. Protection
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i hate MCPs
What's the last present someone gave you?: shu made me choc brownies
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes. but i have yet to meet this hottie

*-Who was the last person.-*
That haunted you?: some b**ch
You wanted to kill?: hmm...Her
That you laughed at?: some jokers on virtues of harmony on ch8
That laughed at you?: i don't know
That turned you on?: some cute waiter at the club who passed me the menu
You went shopping with?: shopping for a dinner place? Shu
That broke your heart?: nobody
To disappoint you?: some person
To make you cry?: that b**ch
To brighten up your day?: mum
That you thought about?: not really thinking abt anyone right now
You saw a movie with?: dan
You talked to on the phone?: i think it was mum
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: didn't go online
You saw?: my sis peeked in
You lost?: i can't rememer

*-Right This Moment.-*
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: non-existent
Or some random person?: irrelevant
What are you wearing right now?: nightie
Body part you're touching right now: nth
What are you worried about right now?: certain issues...
What book are you reading?: bible Psalm
What's on your mousepad?: don't have a mouse pad. touch pad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: worried, uneasy, headache, disturbed, sad
Are you bored?: plagued with probs
Are you tired?: yes. but am too disturbed to sleep. didn't have a good sleep last night either
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: neither
Are you listening to music?: yes. my life