Good Morning Saturday. It feels as though I just had a hangover last night after awaking from 10hrs of sleep. it's a once a week thing (precious sleeeep) and somehow i just relish the peace and quiet of a saturday morning when everyone's out. Nth to watch on tv. So i shall just eat and gawk and stare and rot. The week's been so draining physically and emotionally that i just don't feel like spending another day in town and jostling to the hustle and bustle of town shoppers. Yesterday my friend spent a portion of her earnings (abt $200) on 2 skirts and an a shawl. *Impressed*. Upon realisation that every single cent is hard earned, it just pains me to spend it all so soon and to even spend it at all. Someday, someday I might spend but today, i just don't have the impulse to squander all my hard-earned money on things that i might just use for less then 3 times. Blah. Then again, i wish i cld talk to someone and just complain abt my week, however it went. The superficiality and sucking up of the working world, the horrible backstabbing and ogling abt cute guys who I don't think are even cute in the 1st place. I've debating abt this since yest when words are actually going ard that so-and-so is cute and so-and-so is not bad looking when my only reaction is "I don't understand everyone thinks he's good-looking!!!" and getting an answer that is almost passable from my friend "If you COMPARE...he is the better good-looking one in the office" ...AHhhhh....I GET IT. Yesterday we went walking in town and i pointed out to my friend..."that's what i call good-looking..." and i think i am still sane enough to pick out something that I think is my standard and for once not follow blindly with the flow and misjudgement. Darn. I can't believe i am debating abt such thing. a bit late for raging hormones. but ah...oh well.