Lazy to blog. Okok...BUT from request my daniel kerensky...i shall blog. I am still alive pple. Keeping fingers crossed though. Draining week of mugging has been taking it's toll on me. I realised that I had bipolar disorder and my hippocampus is loaded and my amgydala has gone berserk. End of story.

Left with 2 practicals. Chilled out with friends on a friday night after not seeing humanity for a couple of weeks. Had a nervous breakdown for at least 5 times when tears just started streaming down uncontrollably. I am a phobia of failing. what is it called?

Saturday/yest went to play badminton. Oh these church goers are just superb. God has enlightened me heaps when he brought these pple into my life. God is good. Praise him. I feel qte bad missing church today after missing it for abt 3 times because of the exams. Today. I bones are aching and I had a late night (after watching the world is not enough on tv) and thus decided to sleep in. Geez. I am horrible. =(

Haiz. I just hope I can pass my exams. Some papers were disastrous. Hmm. Let's see. Today is the 13th. 13 more days to home!=)

I just realised that the guy I crushed will not be coming bk next yr as he'll be staying put in msia. So. Yup. That's the end of the story for my 'crushing' life. Oh and I have been eating chocs too- an iced choc from brunetti. Halleluya. the end of certain segments of my life. Lalala~~

Oh and going to gym doesn't exactly help me lose weight. That's qte sad.

On a lighter note. I am excited for a friend who has her new-found happiness. Congrats girl. And a couple of friends studying in US and NYC are coming down end of dec for the hols too!=) Yay. Life is...(fill in the blanks)...I'll be Home for Christmas...

2 more exams though. Oh and I wanna cut my hair. halfway down my back now. Not very pragmatic for a singapore weather. And I wanna dye my hair. abolish my goody-good girl image. my mum says that I look too boring. not exactly those words but yup. still means the same I guess. I love you guys. True Friendships are Amazing. For someone who doesn't like pple. It is a bonus I guess. To be surrounded by a bunch of God-loving pple. I love all of you. I realised that it is qte inevitable that christians tend to drift away from non-believers. Or rather vice versa. I once told my pen-pal that I got to grow closer to God over the past couple of mths and waaaa-laaaa...he hasn't replied till now. Sometimes I wonder...maybe I shldn't have told him that. But on the other hand, that's sth that I was never going to deny anyway. If he has to know, he will. Not that I was boasting or anything. But I guess I wanted him to know that I will probably never do things that was not part of God's desires (hopefully that's not sth he will make me do anyway). Friends are Friends.

Oh there's a farewell party next sat. for the pple returning home for good. including the guy. Semi-formal dinner. I need clothes. I need to go shopping or just make do with some clothes in my wardrobe. Geez. I hope I can find sth good. And hopefully get my hair nicely trimmed and neatly adorned=)

Need to pass my exams first. Daniel Kerensky. Where's my banana split thingy from swensons?=) And i hope ure knee has recovered. It was actually an exam question for my physio paper and I can't help thinking of you throughout my physio lecture notes on the knee and the ACL and medial meniscus!=P

I am know I am totally rambling on and on but anyway. I am not in need of a bf now. In fact, I don't think I want one right now. I just wanna embrace the beautiful friendships I have forged here within these 2 mths=) God Loves Me. God Loves You too!=)