Oh God, what is wrong with me? A while ago I was on cloud 9. Now? I am crying my head off. Is this what life is about?

he stabbed me wound deep. Oblivious, crude, unknowing. Is it my fault? Why can't things just go well? tthe epitome of happiness has crumbled and reduced to a pile of debris. Why Lord? Why must he do this to me? Why must he be the one to hurt me? Why must the person I love be the one who hurts me the most? why? why? why? Is it me?...Right now, I just wanna cry myself to sleep...