and i was so prepared to abandon my blog. but i guess at 12am when my thoughts run amok, only You will be listening to me. so here i am.

who am I trying to kid? my life is in a total wreck now.

it seems so easy to say that everything will be ok again but it's just so hard to do it.

it really hurts very, very much to see my parents feeling down. they don't deserve it.

i have a terrible throbbing headache. my head is exploding, as in literally.

i looked into the mirror. i laughed at myself, i weeped at myself. And i shouted b*tch.

i wanna fly away to utopia.

i wanna migrate to japan.

crap. my head really hurts. i am going to try to sleep.

song on radio: coco lee--reflection

happy valentine's day, you pest.