how nice if we cld live life without attachments. it's pretty unpragmatic but with physical, (especially emotional) comes certain strings of yearning. the hope, the crave, the want, which i guess are excruciating in the long run. the saddest part is, in this world, nothing is certain. therefore it is analogous to floating in the vast ocean and hanging onto a buoy that we have no idea when will deflate. but in saying so, we can choose to relish the best of the experience or worry abt the impending doom. personally, there are so many things that are beyond my control and it is with an extremely heavy heart that i have to bid farewell with certain things in life. be it friendship, my future or love. whatever the case, it's all part of God's plan and I have faith in him.

2 of my dreaded days of the year are coming and i just wish i cld fly away.