sh*t. I am so stressed=( Literally flunked my disgusting test. Really sad. Like really really bad.='( Haiz.

Was preparing my breakfast in the microwave as usual this morning when I watched the seconds ticked by. 10...9...8..7..6.......2...1...I was thinking, what if 8 mths passed by like that? Maybe life will lose it's meaning.

Then during the 2 lectures today...I was drifting in and out all the time that I didn't know what I was doing anymore. The 2nd lecture was on 'physiopathology of chronic airway obstruction'. Something along those lines. The lecturer was reading off the synopsis handed to us earlier this morning!...Somehow I started thinking abt Me. I cldn't help but think that I am just depleting the world of its O2 and converting it with CO2. In another words, I cldn't find the meaning of my existence. I thought I did, then somehow it drifted even further away. Now, I really don't know what I am doing. Hah. Aiy...my results totally suck.

pbl today was kind of disturbing. The crazy woman came in late with some tram excuse and she plonked down in the seat beside me and the most horrible thing is, she reeked of cigarette smoke. I have a (comparatively) sensitive sense of smell so it was extremely distracting to be sitting beside some idiot who just came back from a whole lot of puffs. It was pure gross. To the extent that I had to hold my breath a couple of times. I think it was worse when her mouth cldn't actually stop moving and ejecting (thankfully not profanities today) the 'key info' from the tut class today. I wondered whether it wld be better if she hosted the whole thing. You know, like a one man show. Self-teach, self-learn, self-study. Perhaps she shld just be banished into her own world where "B knows everything". Blah. Boy, I am so full of crap. One thing: her name reminds of my piano tcher's beloved cat. So can you imagine, everytime the tutor calls her I am reminded of that greyish brown clawy green-eyed creatures that meows and meows incessantly for attention in my piano teacher's house. Ah. It suddenly struck me, now I see the resemblance. Meowing for attention. Haha!...=p