Frankly speaking, I am not enjoying uni. Who am I to deceive and say that I am? Is it just uni life or it is just me? I can't say that I will enjoy uni if I am in nus or sth because I really don't know and given my situation, I don't even want to think abt that possibility. I am tired of saying 'I am tired' so many times over and over again so I shan't. I think this is a nice place if you ask me but definitely NOT the people, NOT the culture, NOT their lives. Perhaps due to a different upbringing, I find living here somewhat torturous. Only no-lifers choose to migrate settle down here. Apart from the weather and being close to nature, I really can't find any other reason why ANYONE will want to be in place where you are being despised for your skin colour and be thought of as the inferior race. (Even the PM behaves in such a manner, let alone the people) Who in the right mind will want to do that? So far, I can actually count the number of genuinely nice genuine indigenous pple (who lived here all their lives) with the fingers on only ONE hand. Yup, that bad. Even the yellows and blacks think they are whites too. Fact is, they are bananas, literally if you know what I mean. Sometimes, I pity them for they have totally lost their minds by thinking that they are white when they are actually not and speaking as if their whole fam is white. However, on the other hand, if they choose to continue lying to themselves for their lives, so be it; the truth is, they were born yellow/black-skinned and will hence ALWAYS be that colour for their entire life. (unless they follow the king of pop, that is, and choose to deny the fact). I totally lost count of the racists. Wake me up when you meet a really nice white. I think they are even rarer then shooting stars. I am serious. For now, I will go to sleep until it is time for me to go home...=) Home.