I am emotionally and physically drained. I wish I cld take 2 yrs off and travel like what my friend did. See the world. Go to places where pple don't know me and start a completely new life. I wish...

Why do I feel like I am going to break down soon...I keep having the feelings of tears coming and going...coming and going...off and on...off and on...I keep picturing the beach in my mind. The night a couple of weeks ago when I felt lifted into the clouds but at the same time of a burdened heart. The feeling was wanting to cry yet to can't for unknown reasons just bog me down. I really want to cry. My heart is crying. I want to disappear and let my soul drift away...

God please let me sleep on...