I AM PISSED WITH THE WORLD

TO THE BLOODY BITCH:

NUMBER 1: I AM NOT A MOVER. CAN'T YOU SEE I AM BUSY. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GODDAMN CARRY THE STUPID EMPTY BOXES INTO THE STOREROOM URESELF. THE OTHER PERSON ALREADY TOLD YOU I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO AND THAT THE BOXES ARE NOT URGENT, SO JUST FREAKING LEAVE ME ALONE. I WAS WEARING A SKIRT TOO.

NUMBER 2: STOP FLIRTING WITH THE BIG BOSS. HE IS ALREADY MARRIED. STOP EYE-ING HIM EVERY MOMENT LIKE A BITCHING HAWK AND STOP PRETENDING TO BE NICE. BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT NICE. AND DON'T PRETEND LIKE YOU'RE THE SWEETEST PERSON ON EARTH EVERYTIME THE BOSS IS AROUND. DAMN YOU.

NUMBER 3: SHE IS NOT FROM OUR DEPARTMENT AND WHY THE HELL DID YOU SPEND SO MUCH TIME EXPLAINING TO HER WHEN YOU JUST FINISHED URE TRASHY EXPLANATION ABOUT THE COMPLICATED FILIING IN 5MIN TO US WHEN BOTH OF US ARE FROM THE DEPT.

NUMBER 4: IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TEACH ME, IT'S FINE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TELL ME WHERE I WENT WRONG, IT'S FINE. IF YOU CAN'T BE BOTHERED ANSWERING MY DOUBTS AT ALL, DON'T BLAME ME FOR NOT DOING IT RIGHT.

NUMBER 5: STOP GIVING ME THE PISSED OF LOOK JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GIVE ME WORK BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE ALREADY GAVE ME ALOT.

NUMBER 6: THE OTHER 2 GIRLS FROM THE OTHER DEPT DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO AND THE OTHER SUPERVISOR SAID IT'S FINE TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO! YOU DON'T HAVE TO DELIBERATELY FIND SOMETHING FOR THEM TO DO TO MAKE THEIR LIVES HARDER.

NUMBER 7: STOP CLAIMING CREDIT FOR EVERYTHING THAT GOES WELL FOR THE BIG BOSS BECAUSE YOU AREN'T THE ONE WHO DID THOSE THINGS. THE OTHER GUY GOT THE BIG BOSS THE CAKE. NOT YOU. SO STOP TRYING TO CLAIM CREDIT AS IF YOU WERE THE ONE WHO PLANNED THE ENTIRE BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR HIM.

NUMBER 8: YOU ARE VERY FAKE.

NUMBER 9: YOU ARE NOT A LITTLE GIRL. STOP SKIPPING INTO THE BIG BOSS'S OFFICE EVERYTIME HE CALLS FOR YOU.

NUMBER 10: STOP TRYING TO INTERRUPT WHENEVER THE BIG BOSS TALKS TO ANOTHER FEMALE COLLEAGUE.

NUMBER 11: YOU SUCK. =)

AM REALLY VERY BLOODY BUSY AND STRESSED WITH WORK ALREADY. JUST LET ME BREATHE. EVERYTIME I LOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW I WANT TO FLY AWAY. WHERE TO I DON'T KNOW. JUST GIVE ME WINGS AND I'LL KNOW WHERE TO GO.

I WANT TO QUIT.

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*i think i feel better already. hahahahR...

I cried again while bathing because i felt really bad for raising my voice at my mum. I always cry whenever i do that. you know how sometimes you just don't want to (shout at someone) but you can't help it because of all the pent up anger raging and boiling within you and it seems as though nobody cares or knows. Worse still, they seem to be making things worse for you. Not only parents but even pple who you thought had understood you.

I think i need to sleep. Lots and lots of zzzzzzzzzz.