hey there. i am glad that there once was and the memories will always be left in my heart. but i realised that everytime i say this it's because i know things will never be the same again. so it a form of consolation. blame it on fate. on myself. on the harsh reality. scream all you want, cry all you want but it is history.

today i met up with an old friend. there was never a chemistry yet i've been trying so hard to make it happen. i don't understand why i keep doing it over and over again. it's really alot of effort on my part yet the other party doesn't seem to be trying. but then again who am i to judge others?