live life

i can't take it anymore. i can't stay at home. beyond the 4 walls are things that are seem to never end. wait a minute...i wasn't in the house when such thoughts sprouted. argh. sigh. help. i want to seek solitude. be a monk or sth. er...i mean nun. i wanna find inner peace. not an institute overwhelming with chaos. master the art of silence. listen to the sounds of quietness. whatever.

A is angry with B. B is angry with C. C is angry with D. D with E. E with F. F with A. That is my life. It shldn't but sadly, things have morphed and reduced me to this state. nvm. you won't understand my plight anyway.