So it's time to face reality. The cold hard reality. In 7 hrs time I'll be heading for the land of the sad. I really enjoyed my time here. Someone told me that 'at least I will have something to look forward to'. I guess it is correct. At least, I don't have to worry for the day when I have to leave again, sth which I have been dreading because the day is finally here. For the next 9 mths, I'll be back to my life. Whether it is my real life or not, I don't know. Perhaps. Just perhaps. Awaiting for my time to come home once again. Awaiting to see my family, my home and my friends. Maybe that's the way it works for me. This way I will cherish my family, my home and my friends even more than ever; even more than anyone else. 3 years. That's how long more. In half a yr's time, I'll be there for half of what I am supposed to be experiencing. Complex? Profound? Hehe. Well it simply means that 2 1/2 yrs in the making, being there, wld be the centre of the amt of time I will be spending there. =p

Reflections. I felt that coming back this time was the best experience. Although it was the 3rd time, I think it felt good. My friends were free-er after the As and I think I began to open up more to my pen-pal as well. It was a much needed break. Away from my problems of my course-mate. Furthermore, this time I didn't let myself get hurt in that way again. Bonds broken, bonds forged. Is it the cycle of life? That we can only have one and not the other? I was saying I think I lost some friends but at the same time, I learnt to cherish those ard me even more and cemented closer bonds with them. I really wanna thank all of you guys. The telephone chats, the shopping and the movies. Now I know that true friends are really for life.

What a timely moment to rain now. My last night here and it rained. Not in a few days already. Maybe it is from God. Smile now.=)